Ode to Immortality
Theres a place out there where people never die.
Press a button, and theyre all there before you.
Deforrest Whitaker is still alive and well as Bones,
Another one and Johnny Cash and Patsy Cline are still there.
Theyre laughing and talking and singing
Living up the lives they were meant to
The Duke is still at home in the Old West or in a war
And Judy Garland still swears Theres no place like home.
How I wish real life was like that.
Your friends, your family, theyd never go away
Never die
Never leave you
Just press a button and Grandpa, or Great-Grandma would still be
Hollywood's Sestina by Viscountesshope, literature
Literature
Hollywood's Sestina
The Sestina I Wrote for Hollywood
He called to me with his movie star smile
while we were on stage amid a sea of dancing stars.
He was the older, wiser man of the world
while I was still the doting, wide-eyed innocent.
Two seemingly incongruent personalities dancing together;
Complimenting each other in a strange form of harmony.
The years pass until Im the creating the harmony,
Beguiling the naïve with my charm and winsome smile.
None have been able to withstand me, my personality together
with the mystery. But at night, its him who stars
in every dream. No matter how I strive to remain innoc
For Than Unknown Church by Viscountesshope, literature
Literature
For Than Unknown Church
A blackened brick pillar stands,
Keeping guard as unknown saints hold their hands
in a now irrelevant blessing
Looking at the ground, new stones attempt to merge with
the old; and fail.
Four weeks until the city celebrates the anniversary.
Why?
In the distance, I see the falsely wet roads,
Like the mirage that disappears when you touch it.
Children play with their dogs,
on that dirt with patches of green.
Army fatigued ground tells story,
Of a time children cant remember,
But others do.
It once stood tall,
People inside whispering
Dont disturb others there.
How many were inside?
The day that their world stopped
Watching the Watcher by Viscountesshope, literature
Literature
Watching the Watcher
She doesn't think I notice her staring at me.
Most people just can't figure me out,
And I like it that way.
Strangers take one look and discount me.
They see a stereotypical long haired raver,
A loner who neither wants nor has friends;
But they're never bothering to look for the other side,
The quiet intellectual who can be found reading,
The person who can carry on a conversation on history
In two languages,
They don't see the friends;
How can they? They only see me for moments at a time.
But she looks at me like she understands.
I smirk at her, and she blushes, looking away.
I punch myself in the neck,
Just because it makes
I'm watching you again,
And my fear is disappearing.
My shy glances turning into subtle flirts.
But I guess it's not enough.
I fear I may be too late.
Has someone else caught your eye;
Before I had the chance to make an impression on you?
Damn my insecurities and self-depreciation!
Damn those who've made me doubt my own worth!
I want to think I'm worthy;
To believe you could see beyond the outer faults
And find the beauty within.
Please, see my mind for the intelligence it contains,
Know my heart for the jewel it can be.
Not diamonds or rubies, but something rarer.
A one of a kind beauty; beyond price.
I can't help but believe
I sit alone in this boat called "Hope,"
Floating in a sea of "Maybe."
Looking for my rescuer,
Wondering who he may be.
"Love" is the beacon I'm seeking,
"Happiness" the food that I crave.
Hoping to find this hunger in another,
Praying I find him before I sink in this watery grave.
I bail the tears of others from my boat,
The salt on my face and as far as I can see.
The others are gone, yet I remain,
Will anyone ever find me in this endless sea?
And yet, I see something, coming in the distance,
It fills me with wonder and still a kind of dread.
It speeds closer; my heart is in my throat,
Is it that which I'm seeking, or somethin
I've tried to be what people think is perfect for so long now, but it seems like nothing works.
I diet, I dance, I hurt, I cry, and for what?
I do my best and nothing helps me.
I'm always the plain, fat, ugly, unperfected me.
But then I found a way to be pretty, a way for men to look at me with admiration in their eyes.
In the spotlight is where I belong, with the light in my hair, the rose in my cheeks,
And the stars coming down to visit my eyes, bathing the enthralled onlookers in their iridescent glow.
I need to be up there; I need to finally find the niche where I can be happy.
So I try, and I do my best, I pour my heart and soul
I sit in this darkness,
Wondering where you are.
Even with a light there is black,
A blackness that sits on my heart.
Loneliness.
Without you, there is no light
At the end of this tunnel.
I think I've gone blind;
I can't see anything in this blackened pitch.
I can feel the cold,
the sliminess,
the dankness,
Within the echoing catacombs of my heart.
I think I'm dying,
I'm suffocating in this Hell.
Save me!
Can anyone hear me?
Save me from myself, from the…
Misery.
Yes, the gnawing beast has a name.
My eternal tormentor has a face.
A spot of ebony within this endless
Darkness.
Come and get me you bastard!
You did this, y
My Savior and Destroyer by Viscountesshope, literature
Literature
My Savior and Destroyer
My Savior and Destroyer
You've brought the music back to me,
And saved me from the endless grey
My days had become.
Now I just watch you,
I want you to see me...
You let me see the flowers blooming in the stars,
And I've seen the stars blooming in your eyes.
Those grey-green orbs
So like the sky just before a tornado.
Are they a hint to the real you?
Are there storms waiting to break out of your soul?
I want to get inside of you, but
Just the thought of talking to you
Makes my heart pound so hard,
I fear it will leap out of my chest and lay there
For you to see all its secrets.
Koi to seki to ha kakusarenu.
Only you can und
The world is an eerie blue
bathed in the ice of the moon
while other areas are hidden
in deep grey shadows
I love this peace it gives me
The isolation
I'm just a shadow within a shadow
No one to see me
no one to bother me
People walk by me
never understanding I'm here
in the shadows
I could
jump out
and rip their throats out
long before they even notice
there was someone in the shadows
There is no black
no white
only the shades of grey
I live in this solitary confinement
by choice
my very own defacto segregation
from humanity
They try to hunt me
to lure me out of my
peaceful surroundings
the one place I can hide
b
Current Residence: Indiana Favourite genre of music: Country and bits and pieces of other genres Operating System: Windows Vista Personal Quote: Sanity is only for the boring!
Favourite Movies
The Crow
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Queen! Always Queen!
Favourite Writers
Dennis L. McKeirnan
Favourite Games
Guild Wars, Kingdom Hearts (1 & 2)
Favourite Gaming Platform
Computer or PS2
Tools of the Trade
Pen, pencil, paper, or computer
Other Interests
this, that, and the other... reading, writing, appreciating my friends' art
It's official... I HATE drawing breasts! I guess there is a good reason that in the past when I've drawn people, they've always been men... Ah well, I guess the only way to get better is to practice.
I really need to get better at art. I have the greatest ideas in my head, but somewhere between my brain and the paper, the idea gets lost in translation. I know it's just a matter of practicing, and I can tell that I'm getting better. I'm thinking about drawing will again just to see if he looks better than he ever used to.
I'll admit, one of my art ideas is actually fan art, but it would be funny as hell. And then I have my picture of the Ninja Heart Twins as well as a little comic of them. The comic isn't anything spectauclar at the moment, just a bit fo cheese. That stuff, I just need to scan and color (if I can get photoshop to ac
Yeah, I guess hell has frozen over since I've actually posted something on here. I need to go through my pictures that I've taken and see which others I would classify as being good enough to qualify as art and be put up here... maybe one of the ones of me in my yukata will go up here... I dunno though. Please comment on the new stuff, I'd really appreciate it.